Complex emotions and micro changes without thoughtful reconsideration

Woke up at midnight to the stirring of our new pack member - I have officially joined dog moms/dads in their incredible love for our four legged domesticated animals - it’s been fun with joyous gratitude the day she gave us a near solid 8 hrs; it is like having a child on speed dial. I’m thankful that her real dog mom and breeder cared for the first 8 weeks- I wonder what that was like…


Anyway digressing, I’m listening to Sapiens by Yuval Harari and am now into the 2nd or 3rd hour and realize why it is a NYTimes best seller - such a revolutionary way of thinking and analyzing history of our human species and its “humanity.” 

it sets the context for our complex dissatisfaction with the world as it stands today and how humans through micro changes over time have dug us without thoughtful consideration to a brighter future into a great big ditch - and finding our way back into the future is terribly challenging. 

As for me and you here and now perhaps we can leave the world a little better - if not in our giant unforgiving footprints - then at the very least an understanding smile from one human to another that we do in fact share earth’s destiny and land. 


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