Notes on life, philosophy, and medicine

For years, you might have heard God or sermons on the goodness of all things, our sovereign God who can or uses everything for some greater purpose. I'm 36, I'm only seeing it now. As a physician, I hear peoples' stories daily - their losses, their suffering, their tragic past or current life - and in my own life - though pales in comparison - I also see the victories. AND there, I see God use the most tragic of stories. I see his hand working in my life and in those around me, curating the pain so that something so much more powerful happens.  The most amazing thing is, you start to see it. You don't have to question if it happens. So, in your darkest hour, I pray you remember this because it's true: There is a plan and purpose for your life and there is an open invitation for a goodness that surpasses our understanding especially in our lowest moments. 

up again. i know i just wrote earlier today, but this is the first time i've been up at 1:25am in awhile... picking up where I left off, where I often leave off. I came downstairs to write and yet I found myself spending an easy 2 hours distracted with an online search for escape/with lofty plans and little to show for it. I could have probably written a novel by now. I love this. Love the feeling of letters into words beneath my fingers like I have something valuable to say like what I say may never have been said before but it all has. what makes up a great mind? is it simply the perfect storm of place/time that allows minds that wander to come to fruition? I can't imagine any mind being less than only limited by our own doing and not allowed the breath of life that is a God given to all who accept it. so, my life today: 22 days till Christmas 2019, some near 36 years has passed and I'm sitting between a 3 foot Christmas tree that we scored for free 5.5 years ago at s

We are not limited by space and time. We are only as incapable as our beliefs.